Dreaming, I'm Always Dreaming

 Entry 1.  7:15 a.m.

 

I woke up from a dream that I worked for the world's dumbest nature preserve--a monkey that looks like a bush baby steals a giraffe and rides it like a horse to jump the preserve enclosure after the owner laid off almost all of her staff due to COVID-19.  This was followed by another dream that I was buying a home with or from Carol Baskin.  I also had a dream earlier in the night that I bought some sprawling ramshackle and dirty 1970s home on the beach between Normandy Park and Des Moines and for reasons not currently clear, the caretakers of the home were Seattle U students, performing the work for the school or a class.  Unclear.  

Home viewing this morning is the plan. We have to sort out the puppy, will probably take her with us. . .

Still decaffeinated. Sitting by an open window, the cool PNW air drifting into the room, carrying with it the smells of flowers in bloom and recently cut grass.  A plane drones over rhe house, its dull roar broken by the chipmunk chatter of the neighbors and the bragging of the birds.

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