Chemo Daze--posts of 11/3 and 4
11/3/2021 Entry 1 10:13 a.m. How do you balance the need to care for one who is dying and who is carrying on an affair with protecting yourself? How can one maintain a good rapport with the terminally ill Lotharia when you have empathy and sympathy for the person's suffering but antipathy for the cheating behavior (and all of its accompanying baroque garish behavior) at the same time? In this yin-yang state of love and hate, there is much gray. I am a person that sees nuance, and takes to heart what one of my professor's said time and again, that a person is far more than just the sum of the bad things they have done. I understand that. I love Jenny. I do. I always will. And, I see the good in her quite often, although I seem to reserve my time here to kvetching. She is more than just the bad things she does, is more than the sum of the parts of her personality as directed toward me. I spend my days worrying about her health. I spend my d...