Lord, Look At What State I'm In
Entry 1 Memorabilia " It's that little souvenir of a terrible year Which makes my eyes feel sore . . . " I don't want to say I stay home a lot, but the only time I ever leave the house is to get groceries or money to pay the handyman. That is it. For months . I wish it were different. If I could get my shit together. . . I would be a happier man. I am not completely isolated. While I haven't answered the phone for anyone but my kids, I do speak to them. I am honest with Leiney when talking about my mood, I don't discuss with the younger child at all--nor does she inquire. Babysitting Coop @ Ocean Park circa 2010 . Ain't it funny how time just slips away? The other evening, when speaking to Leiney, she asked if I would like to have dinner on March 3. I told her I would like to say yes, but for some reason thought there was something I had to do that day. Something I had to do. . . She politely reminded me that the thing in the back of my mind I could...