Everybody Knows That The Dice Are Loaded
Everybody knows that you love me baby Everybody knows that you really do Everybody knows that you've been faithful Oh, give or take a night or two Everybody knows you've been discreet But there were so many people you just h ad to meet Without your clothes Everybody knows -Leonard Cohen I am being consumed by this, swallowed whole. I live this life, stuck and not wanting to get unstuck, because I know the only way that happens is when her cancer runs its course. I think about two things every day, all the time, pancreatic cancer, and the betrayal. I am convinced my vertigo is a direct result of the constant stress I have been under these last several months. I don't feel strong enough to do this. But I don't have an alternative. Jenny is upstairs on the phone with Big Sisters, laughing hysterically. Earlier tonight a teacher friend dropped by and they had a good old time. Jenny, not suffering from the chemo, is in high spirits. Meanw...