Liminality
Entry 1. 5:49 p.m. I texted Jenny's principal today. I told her I am not able to help plan the event and that I do not intend to attend the TOPS memorial for Jenny. I can't do it. She is smart enough to plan on not having the memorial in the gym. She expects more than 500 people to attend the event. I also told her the girls will not attend if Eric is present. She understood both positions, and will reach out to Leiney. I also learned today the school intends to create a mural, a park bench or some other permanent remembrance. I asked that they not use the same muralist that painted Eric. The principal agreed. Dog walkers came today. That was a pleasant happenstance. The dogs are always much happier after a long walk. I am sinking, I can feel it pulling hard. Hard. I am experiencing lethargy. m Simple movement takes effort. I am incredibly low. I can't say how long it has been since I have felt this way, but I would guess it is more than 20 year...