And Some Things I Want To Say Aren't Survivable Or Advisable
“And some things that I want to say Aren't survivable Or advisable Like, "Happy Birthday heroin But God, how I loved you And how I still do." -Lucy Wainwright Roche The Ever Burgeoning Day Its Wednesday. I want to remember these good times, from back in July 2009, in our family home. By now things were a struggle. Leiney was well older here than when she suggested to my mom that Jenny and I get a peace table like she used at Giddens. Still, this was clearly a happy day. I have to say, I wake up every day with a growing sense of doom. I know that in a month, six months, a year or more, the foundations of this family will be shaken. What we are experiencing now is like living in a house full of gnats. We will be living in the center of a hornet's nest soon enough. I would like to think that life is a farce. But, that is true only insofar as much as The Joker is a farce. There is nothing funny or humorous about losin...